I miss my hubby. A lot. A lot, A lot. He works nites, so that takes away all cuddle nites, even though I am one who needs my space, I miss hugging him. I just miss his smell. And lately, we haven't had much time to spend together. Something ALWAYS comes up and what we had planned for that day gets bulldozed over and on to a whole new day of new plans. He also works three days out of the week, which makes it that much harder. Extremely hard. And not to mention his call he takes while taking on his other two jobs. Yes, this guy is crazy. We aren't your typical young couple, with a five day, 8-5 job. Moi works so hard to give us a good life. A life really of no worries. We have a house that we actually pay a mortgage on, a new car, three dogs that are all under their own policy for insurance (if you can believe that), but none of that matters to me. The one thing I ask Moi to give me, he hands it to me on a silver platter. The fact that I can stay home with our sweet boy. I can enjoy Eli and be the first one to capture all his "firsts." Moi gives me that oppurtunity and I'm seriously one lucky lil' gal. He really is such an amazing man. I know though he needs a break. A big one. One he so deserves. I don't know yet what it is, but I gotta surprise that boy with something GOOD, I mean good this year for Christmas. I keep thinking what I should get him. I think of something I think he'll like, but it just doesn't seem to be good enough. I know the lil' things I plan on getting him, but I wanna really surprise him. I was thinking of a season pass to go snow boarding. I know he'd be so surprised. But then I think, will he use it enough. Gosh, that boy is kinda hard to shop for cuz of his hectic schedule.
So ne who, I'm missing Moi AGAIN tonite. Nothing new. I don't wanna be selfish cuz I know that once Eli starts school, he'll be around for Lil' E during the day. That was our whole process of why he took this nite shift job. But rite now, in my selfish manner, I want him to just call out sick, just for a few days. Just a few, then he can go back :) I sure love him. Last nite I was asking him, while watching a romantic movie, if he thought we were soul mates. And how he knew we were. He just looked at me and smiled. And said yes, we had so many times where we could have given up and never did. And that is so true. We of course had our young love. Meaning teenage love, but as we got older we were really tested throughout our relationship. We stuck by each other. We have def. grown so much together. It's so crazy how much we've grown. For the good and bad. But the bad we've learned from each other and from it. It's incredible that we were just babies when we met. And now we are with a baby of our own. Sometimes I can't wrap my mind around it. It's just so crazy. But good crazy :) We've made it this far. And after all the years, I still miss him. I'm not bored, just yet :) I love to think of our days when we are old, saggy and wrinkly with hair where it shouldn't be and giving the world the middle finger cuz we just don't care, sitting on our porch in our home in Julian. Sitting on acres and acres with toys for ALL our grandbabies and a whole load of doggies running the place. Living the dream.
I love you MOISES
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