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Looking back at all my posts I'm so deep in thought. To be honest, I'm actually a very flying free spirit as some would call me. I'm usually never the "one" who is a deep thinker, but when I come onto my blog, so many memories and thoughts flood my mind that I don't let out. So I type, just type away till I have no more to say. Hey that rhymed :) 


But in all actuality I'm a very happy person, who needs to just release all my emotions. Cuz well I'm really not an emotional person to many. I hate to cry in front of people or show any form of vulnerability.  Sometimes I think I should go to a shrink to let it all out cuz I hate to complain to people, who really wants to hear ALL your sorrows, pains, just overall emotions. I know how I feel when someone comes to me with theirs and I have NO clue how to react to them. So I can imagine me doing that to someone else. This blog is such a great release for me. It kinda is my personal shrink. Even if no one is reading it, or I don't get responses back. It listens and listens. Never judges or puts in its two cents. I like that. Having this. One day when I'm old and saggy I can look back and read all my inner thoughts and emotions. It's a great escape.