today hits....

39 wks ... I'm praying he comes soon, I no longer have knee caps or ankles and now my hands have been hurting as if I have arthritis!! I plan on taking blue n black cohosh if he doesn't come by May 5th which is my due date!! My cousin used it n she said the next day she went into labor so I'm praying it works for me....I don't know how much longer i can go...this is one tired mama...N lately I've been having really bad dreams .. Everyone says its from the anxiety of having our babes ... But man they are horrible...well tomorrow I got an OB check so im hoping im dilated more than 1 cm...man that sounds like NOTHING....wish us luck 

This is what we needed...

So this weekend me n moi decided to take on the task of doing two 8 hr birthing classes, which I am SO glad we did (believe it or not). It really allowed us to know our options and I learned a lot about the different things that happen once your labor that I honestly would have been clueless about otherwise. 


Well lately I have been a lil' bummed out that me n moi have been so seperated from eachother, both mentally and physically. His jobs are very demanding and that boy def. needs his sleep and well so much is going on with both of us and of course our baby boy who will soon be here!! >> can't wait!!! But these classes actually got us to bond with eachother again and have it be just about US. I loved it! We got to eat lunch together , no TV...no phone calls...to distract us and I SO missed that. We had such great talks and walked around..it was something that I have needed so long and even though this past sat. we were supposed to do a date nite I didn't care anymore cuz all I really wanted in the end was just time with my love and I got that...we just reconnected like the old Moi and Mireya...like we were just starting to dated again...so these classes were actually a blessing in disguise...and now he has to go back to work tonite, but I am an extremely happy prego rite now!! I can't wait to set up Lil' E's play pen and his bouncy and swing we got him!! 


So now I need to try and finish Moi's gift that I am currently working on for his birthday...I wanted to give him something from the heart so I started to do a book online but that stuff is tedious and lately I've been so busy or tired that I can really only get to it at nite...so if I can't finish that I plan on giving him that after lil man is born and possibly buying that brat a new grill which he desperately needs!! and Im so sad cuz I originally wanted to surprise him with a maternity pic of me that I secretly got done, but that brat saw them...so I just decided to still order the canvas anyways...heres a few pics of my shoot...I loved how beauty~full they came out