today hits....

39 wks ... I'm praying he comes soon, I no longer have knee caps or ankles and now my hands have been hurting as if I have arthritis!! I plan on taking blue n black cohosh if he doesn't come by May 5th which is my due date!! My cousin used it n she said the next day she went into labor so I'm praying it works for me....I don't know how much longer i can go...this is one tired mama...N lately I've been having really bad dreams .. Everyone says its from the anxiety of having our babes ... But man they are horrible...well tomorrow I got an OB check so im hoping im dilated more than 1 cm...man that sounds like NOTHING....wish us luck