Wow has it really been three months since my lil man entered this world, where did time go?!?
I can't believe how fast he is growing, last time we weighed him he was 16.8 lbs (my Mr. Chunkers) :)
Eli is so ready to be on the go. He's starting to roll over like crazy today. It's so funny to watch maybe not for him, but for me, cuz he get's extremely upset when he can't do it and starts to grunt and once he rolls over he's so content. He is def. a determined lil' boy. His lil' personality is starting to show and let me tell you this boy is a crack up. He loves to make this really high pitch squeal and LOVES to smile. He def is a flirt with the ladies as well...(oh no!) He kicks those lil' feetsies like crazy when he gets extremely excited and his eyes widen. He is such a talker and enjoys a nice convo :) He's already teething and wants everything in his mouth...poor baby. I can tell his reflux is getting a lot better, which is such a relief cuz I thought it was gonna last for a while. I got him a jumper that should be coming in today. I can't wait to see him go crazy in it. He's so bored with all his other toys. He starting to enjoy tummy time. Oh and he starting to recognize tv...so we gotta cut that! If he does watch tv its an educational show. It amazes me how fast this lil' man is growing up.
Right now as I type this he's fast asleep on his playmat. He's so peaceful when he sleeps, I love to just watch him. He brings such meaning to my life. Happiness, a life where I will always have someone close to me. This lil' boy who can't talk, walk or communicate other than a smile and/or squeal, brings more joy, unconditional love and hope to my life than I have ever expected. He's truly the reason I live now. I no longer live for myself but for him, which is better in so many ways. His life has brought me to understand a whole new aspect of my own life. He doesn't care about money, fancy things, big trips all he knows is the want to be wanted. How hard is that to ask, and yet so many children are missing that from their lives. I am willing to give up everything for that boy, my career, school because he deserves that. He deserves to be loved to the fullest and I know I can't give him that if I'm not 100% dedicated to him.
Eli~
the more time we spend together, the more and more I am falling in love with you. The times when I do seem to get frustrated with you or seem a bit upset, please forgive me son. You are my world, my breath I breathe, my eyes I see with, my soles I walk on. You have shown me so much through just the three months that you have been alive and I can't wait till you show me more. Every morning I can't wait to wake up to see what new thing you are going to learn or discover. lulu, nugget and monster all love you so much and love smacking kisses on you. Im so proud to call you my son. I love you son!!
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