It's really happening!

I'm doing it. I can't believe how MUCH work it takes to get started in photography. A lot. More than I really contemplated or even anticipated. But I'm willing to put all my sweat and tears (yes tears have already shed), but I want this so bad. Moises is amazing and so supporting. I couldn't do without him. But man, I've cancelled orders, ordered more of the same orders (stupid business cards came out horrible) and well just about on this thing 50% of my time. In the morning I let Eli play in his lil' play corner we made for him and he's gated in, so NO trying to escape. Eli has completely mastered crawling and is getting really fast at it. He plays for a good 45 min so I can go through my morning emails and my orders. Then I devote the rest of the day with him and once he's in bed, back on here I go. The past few nights when I check the time, morning is only a few hours away. Yes, that's how much work this is. But I am praying it all works out. I hope it does. I really hope Moi can quit most if not ALL his call. I love having him home. And my photo shots only take a few hours. I've had a few run ins and question if this is really what I should be doing, but then Moi reminds me how much I really want this and lifts me back up. Him and Eli are my life and they truly help pick me back up when I wanna give up. Hopefully my first shoot will be Feb 4th if all goes through.