is this not the ugliest thing ever. Yes and this is what I always visualize when I'm home alone.
I can't explain it, but after I became pregnant with Eli my fear of scary movies went through the roof. I was always the one calling people to see if they'd wait in line with me to see the next scary movie out. But then I got pregnant. And bam...Just like that I had the absolute WORSE nightmares after watching a scary movie. And they stay with me. For days. And now. Nothing has changed. Watching a scary commercial of a preview for a movie gives me the shivers and I'll literally stay up at night, cuddling with my blanket and sleeping near my German Shepherd with my lights on dim in the room. I can't even explain what is going on. Then I start thinking that someone is in the house. Or I spot something floating. It's so bizarre and I if I could make it all go away I would. What is going on Mireya...Seriously. I wonder if it's becoming a mommy. Now I have another person to care for and watch out for. The stress of worrying never ceases as a mother. It's constant. So tonight again, I'm prob. not gonna go to bed till' about 12 and another hour to fall asleep all because of this stupid face I keep seeing...UGH :(
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