I surprised Moi with a nice brunch made by me. :) Breakfast enchiladas, bagels, muffins, fruit, coffee and yummy mimosas :) and invited his parents over. It was really nice. Eli made moi a book from Shutterfly and got them matching shirts. As well as a picture of those two. Gosh I love my boys! Eli was a goofball as always. I also wrote him a lil' something from my heart :
My love,
I sat down the other day. Thinking what new poem should I come up with this year for Father's day. What stupid cliche line should I use. And honestly, I couldn't think of any because I had so many thoughts that I just wanted to write down. So that is what this is. My Thank you to you. My whole life as a little girl, I was always that girl who didn't have a dad. A man to guide me. To help pick me up when I fell. And even now I don't have a father to be there for me for my first born child. To be the grandfather I knew would never exist. I don't have many memories as I can recall because I think truly they are just to hard for me to think about. I void them out, so I don't have to feel the pain. The emptiness I have, not having a father in my life. And I'm not writing this in need of pity or a hug, but to tell you why I am so thankful for you. Why I pray to God, that he has truly blessed me with an amazing, yet sometimes stubborn :), but loving husband. And now father. I see Eli and I know he will never have to tell anyone that dad can't or won't come. He will have you to help pick him up, help guide him through stumbles in life that may come his way. His memories won't be hazy of what he thought his father was. They will be crystal clear memories of laughter, happiness and days spent with his daddy. And Eli will have you as his father, who will be his best friend. Who will be there just as a father should. Who will be waiting impatiently when Eli one day has his own little family. You amaze me everyday on your strength. Your work ethic. The role you play as my husband and Eli's daddy. I know everything happens for a reason, and maybe my reason for not having my father was because God knew the man that would enter my life would make up for all that I lost. Fill the void I once had. He knew that my children would never have to face what I did. He knew that our Eli would have the most amazing father a child could ever have. Thank you my love, for just being, Eli's daddy. Because I couldn't imagine it being any one else.
Your love!
It was a great day and tonite we go on our first date in a LONG time :)
How cute is that card...I love that chubby lil' hand!
The coasters Eli made in Gymboree
I was so excited to give moi his gifts....and yes I cried like a baby. Eli has made this mommy a sober :)
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