Its never too Late

The past few months, actually since our Lil' E's birth, Moi and I's relationship has veered off. We became distant and hurtful towards one another. The love that we so deeply had for each other was diminishing. We were becoming your typical statistics. I hated that. I hated thinking that divorce was a possibility. Doubting who we are, doubting us was hard to swallow, but it was the truth and the truth isn't always something you wanna hear. Eli was a definite surprise to us both and came as much of a shock. We weren't prepared and what we thought we knew about each other was just the opposite. Our parenting skills were not the same and well lets face it this was our first child and we hadn't really enjoyed a honeymoon stage of actually being married. We were "new" to this whole stage and we really didn't know one another as a married couple. We were thrown into this whole different life. A life that was not familiar to us and it was scary. 


But this past few weeks I think we are rediscovering the love that was there. And now we are doing it as parents. It's so different, but so uplifting. It gives me hope. Marriage isn't always easy and sometimes can be full of arguments and the silent treatment, but who says it always has to be that way. What you make of it determines the outcome. I'm not gonna sit back and let it happen. I gotta try. Like my last post about us, we definitely have gone far from that point. Our marriage isn't too late for a miracle and I think I see one coming for us. And know we can make it with our Lil' E in hand.