I need to realize that I have that...
I can watch my son scream his head off and appreciate that, cuz many moms have lost that.
As I sit and write this I need to take in every cry, every scream, every poopy diaper, evertime I get pee'd on, every hair that he yanks out of my head, everytime he pouts, everytime he wants to be held, everytime I get spit up on, everytime I get woken up cuz he's starving, everytime he spits out his paci and lands smack down on the dirty floor cuz when it comes down to it, I still have that. I dont know how I manage to find blogs regarding the lose of a child, but somehow I came across a blog about a lil' girl who died from drowning. I can't and never want to imagine that loss...
Eli is my WORLD, my EVERYTHING! Loving him is so easy. I couldn't picture a day, min or sec away from his cuddly lil' body or stand NOT to see his infectious smile! God chose Mr. Grumpers especially for us.. I need to sit back and realize...that I have him still and for that I TRULY feel blessed everyday andThank the Lord for him...
mommy loves u handsome
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